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Hidden Blessings
Sometimes in life it takes a reality shock in order to realize the little things that you have and take for granted. In my case, it came today when I blew out both of my knees playing paintball. So you may be wondering, why is becoming disabled something that causes such a revelation? Well, it is something that makes you realize who really cares and who feigns concern. It's like tryouts for a sports team, except these results hold so much more value than who makes starter and who rides the pine pony.I had fallen into a funk again recently, somewhat depressed and kicking myself to the curb for no real reason. Things really didn't seem to be headed anywhere, and it seemed for a while that my life was headed nowhere. That's when a handful of people came to my aid, whether they know it or not, and helped me turn things around. Even if the things they did were small, like say something nice, these gestures are truly what helped reopen my eyes. It also became apparent to me again that I am not alone in this world, and that no matter what I go through there is always someone there to pick me back up again when I fall. Just thinking about this kind of restores my faith in humanity. So in a way, I suppose you could say that this is a thank you post. Thank you for everything you've done for me, whether I know you or not. You all have helped put a smile back on my once emotionless face. Labels: blessings, concern, depression, disability, gesture, good, happy, hidden On Sunday, October 4, 2009 at 11:23 PM |
About me
I go by BK, and yes it is short for my name. I am currently an employed college graduate who is still searching to find myself, but have a basic idea of who I am. Also, don't take what I say word for word, or assume that I believe I am some sort of all knowing person, but instead know that I am a hopeless romantic and a cynical person that has a tendency to to judge things at face value, and at times can be quite the hypocrite. Alas, It is ultimately your choice as to whether or not you want to read what I write and believe what I say, so if you've come here to bash whatever I put on these pages I'll just smile, show you the door, and return your gratitude with a big FUCK YOU. Other than that, you are more than welcome to make yourself at home and hopefully enjoy whatever crap I can manage to post on this page. |
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