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Lately, I've found myself sitting around late at night doing nothing but zoning out and thinking about absolutely nothing. Doesn't sound too strange if I was tired and wanting to sleep, yet the funny part is that I wasn't fatigued in the slightest. And then there are the nights where I am dead tired and want to do nothing else but sleep, but find myself lying awake in bed contemplating. Not necessarily contemplating anything major, but just unable to sleep as my head becomes enveloped in thoughts.
I'm not afraid to admit to everyone that I am completely confused as to what is going around me right now. I've never really been placed in a situation like this before, and I honestly don't know how to react to it. Maybe I should be more proactive in finding a remedy to my predicament, or maybe I should just sit back and let life take me where it intends to take me. Either way, I will still be standing in the same shoes that I'm wearing now. And yes, I mean that in a figurative way.
So in a sense I feel as if I should just leave this decision to fate and just flip a coin. Whichever side it lands on shall be my destiny. But at the same time, leaving it to fate is the same thing as picking the aforementioned second option. As such, I suppose that I'll just leave my fate in the hands of whatever higher authority commands us as humans, and just see where I end up.
On that note, I would very much like to wrap up this post.
I guess I'll see you there. Or not. Either way, it was meant to be like this.
Labels: confusion, contemplating, decision, destiny, fate, insomnia, Life, thinking
I am currently a graduate student studying education and will update my thoughts and experiences here periodically. Though the content of my blog may not always be the most intellectually stimulating, I believe that there is always a lesson to be learned from my posts, even if it's just a nonsensical story. I find poetry in ordinary life experiences and capture what memories I can through my camera's lens. At the end of the day I'm just another regular guy who needs to write his thoughts somewhere, and I hope you get some enjoyment out of my musings.
All of the best,
BK
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